a story abot my first love..hahaha..lawak jer..

fad..

hhmm..tetiba mlm nie terasa nak wat story about my first love..actually td baru dgr lagu dealova n kenangan terindah..giler lagu klasik..tp lantaklar..sebab dgr lagu nie lar teringat kat someone yang bernama 'mohd fadlan mohd nasir' atau nicknamenya 'fad'..actually mlm smlm baru jer jmpa dier sbb nak bagi wedding card my sis,huda..dier dh byk berubah dr segi penampilan..dier dh laen dr fad yg i knal dulu..

ok..

let's story mcamner i knal fad dlu..

actually 3 tahun bsekolah di smk bandar baru bangi(smkbbb) xpnah pn knal dier nie..

dh msuk form4 baru start knal..

itupn sbb fad nie sma dgn i tuisyen addmath kat edutech..

actually 1st time dlu me n my fwenz,fatin xsuke sgt dier n geng2 dier..

dhlar suka wat bising dlm kelas tuisyen..bajet bagus sgtlar..

then ader satu malam nie,mak n ayah lmbat sgt ambik i from tuisyen...

time tu pun tggl me n fad jer tggu..fatin pn dh blik time nie..

tibe2 plak dier dtg tegur..hahaha..tp msih wat2 malas nk layan..tp aper dier tnya jwb jerla..

ktorg x borak lama cz time tu pn my parents dh dtg amik..

lepas peristiwa malam tu pn xder pn amek hal pasal dier..stil lagi anti kot..hahaha..

tapi sjak tu dier slalu lar asek usha2 dlm klas tuisyen..tp xlayan pn..

then i start knal dier biler one day time me n my 1st sis(et) pg zoo negara dgn ajim..

dier start text me n introduce pasal dier...time tu lar dier start mntak my email sbb nk add kat ym..hahaha..lawak jer..then since tular kami knal..itupn dh nk hujung thn dh..

so lpas tu ktorg slalu lar text n knal each other..

n time hari valentine dier ajak couple n that is the date for our anniversary..huhuhu..

act fad ni sgtlar romantik even kadang2 kuat merajuk n jeles..

dier slalu wat suprise yang sometime tak expect pun dier akan wat..

and sebab dier lar, i knal dgn adk izzah a.k.a mijah..

act adk eza nie adk angkat fad..so sbb couple dgn dia,officially adk eza jga menjadi adik angkatku..hehehe..

sronok sgt time ingat zmn form 5 dlu..

fad pnah hadiahkan i handbag wrna pink n rntai love time my bday..

sweet sgt..

ktorg pn suke lpak kt mcd dlu since mcd mmg dpn tmpat tuisyen..

kadang2 tu smpat agi tgk wayang n maen bowling kt warta (yg kini btukar kpd pasaraya bintang)..hahaha..

kadang2 tu slalu gak tgk dier maen game counter strike kt cc dkt skolah since counter strike n dota mmg kegemaran dier..mmg xyah sms lar klau time dier tgh maen game..xkan dilayan..;)

n yg paling sweet skali adalah time ktorg ader wat study group kat skolah..

then tiba2 dier pnjam mp3 miemie(my besh fwenz ever)..

after that dier pasang lagu dealova n suruh i dgr lagu tu..

dier ckp lagu tu special dedicate for me..giler luluh dgr lagu tu..

simple but so sweet..

n actually lagu yang dier slalu nyanyi n bg video mms adelah lagu saiful OIAM..

"kU juGa MenCintaiMU"..

chomels sgt..mmg xkn lupa lar..

kalau dgr lagu nie mesti ingat sgt kt dia..

hahaha..;)

ktorg couple nk dkt 2 thn..tp slalu jgklar gaduh..

biasa lar tu..

ader pnah skali tu dier pnah dtg umah cz nk pujuk me n siap menangis giler..

mmg touching lar time tu..xsangka seorang bleh nangis sbb kiter..sayang pnya pasal..

dulupun slalu gayut ngan dier smpai awal pagi..

ktorg smpai sggup tukar no digi n pilih no sama2 lg..

dier pnya no: 0169813257 n me:0169813275..

time tu digi mmg murah kalau call..siap dpt bonus lg..sronok sgt..

skang ni ntah sape lar dh pkai no tu..

ktorg btul2 putus sbb dier ader jmpa org laen time stdy kt seri iskandar,perak..

time tu mmg sedey sgt..xsangka yang dier akan jmpa n couple dgn org laen..

time tu pn salah me jgak sbb ego n asek marah2kan dier..tp sbnarnya sayang..

actually time dier nk pg study kt perak mmg sedey ta..yerla..slalu dkt2 jer..

skali biler bjauhan mmg sedey..dh lar masa orientasi dier xleh pkai hp..

mmg sadis sgt..tp aper nk wat..

tp aper2 pn time couple ngan dier mmg dier xpnah miss utk calling me every nite..

walaupun skjap..no one can be like him..hahaha..

skang nie pn dier masih dgn org laen cz org dier couple time study kt perak tu dh meninggal accident time raya haritu..

hopefully if one day me n fad msih ader jodoh still akan terima dier seadanya..

bak kata org:'cinta pertama mmg sukar utk dilupakan'..

skang ni byk gmba dier dh terdelete since format computer haritu..aper leh wat..

by de way,thx fad for everything..wish u all de besh in whatever u do..:)

me with fad time raya 2006..:)

a silent love a.k.a cinta dalam hati...

From the very Begining, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background & that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?"

As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.

The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realised that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice......

The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.

During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry,.....it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls,.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....

The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy.

With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.


A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead.

When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.

"..You learn to like someone when..you find out what makes them laugh, but you can never truly love someone..until you find out what makes them cry..."


"When you love someone..and you love them with your heart..it never disappears when you're apart...And when you love someone ..and you've done all you can do...you set them free..and if that love was true.... when you love someone it will all come back to you…just accept the one u love just the way they are..."

~sweet sgt pix nie~

act citer nie sgt meruntun jiwa stiap pembaca yang membacanya..how grateful if we can be like that gurl..that guy still appreciate n accept the gurl just the way she are..susah nk dpt laki mcmni zaman skang..yg lebih mementingkn rupa dr hati budi dan kesetiaan..